Me And I

Looking at the window of my mind

Thinking all the people I left behind

Does it worth it?

A wise Man asks me

The sound of a bird 

Interrupt the long silence

I said I like the view

Happiness is in the air

Life is in the plants

And the aroma of your skin

Came from places I have never been

You know

Life is beautiful

The wise man said

There are many places you can go

Open your winds 

And let the air clean your thoughts

If you are back home

I don't want to be alone

My conscience speaks

What can I say old man

I wanted to be free

My heart proclaimed

After thinking of you

I know what to do

I will listing to myself

And feel like I'm new

Not many people are in my life

Only the reminders of my past time

The wise man said

Tell me where you go

Now that I am gone

My conscience said

Tell me where I go

Now that you are gone

And I keep asking myself

Are you really gone

Maybe I should ask him

The one who always take control

Demon Of My Dreams

Angel or demon of my dreams
You always play the hide and seek
I look for you under my bed
I swirl in my clothier
And so many memories come to me

Angel or whoever you want to be
But at the end always mine
I might never stop writing to you
because my pure soul loves you
This way, jealously
And you know it.

My angel or silent demon
Who knows take the sleep from me
now and always
thief of my dreams

Steal a kiss from my lips
That keeps me waiting for more
Under this quiet night

Angel or expectant vulture of the battle
This famine does not give peace
Beautiful pigeon or demon of my body
Now I miss your blows of claws

Anxious demon or fugitive pigeon
Every one of my looks is for you
In which part of my body are you
Because your love is my blood
That runs inside of this helpless soul

Angel or combatant or my army
Come
Penetrate me with your dirk
That one that lulls
All my body with your poison

Come, speak to me
With your humid voice
Come with me, deliriously
come with your madman
Who will never stop loving you.

How Can I?

I know you are there some where

I hear the echo of your voice 

I turn around and you are not there

How can I survive?

When I walk outside 

You are no longer there

I love you more than myself 

Watching you 

Standing there all alone

Broken dreams 

And wet eyes

How can I forgive myself?

When I left you standing there

I hear voices calling behind me

Fading slowly

Every little memory

Is inside of me

Every thought of you

Tells me what to do

How can I love?

When I learned to hate

How can I forgive?

When I'm all about revenge 

Every memory keeps me

Searching for you

One step closer 

To the dark, to the cold

I'm drifting into darkness

I can't see 

I can't be stopped

I'm running blind 

I have died with you 

And with every promise

Time made me brave

To seek revenge

How can I feel?

When I only see shadows

Phantoms of the burning people

You left behind. 

 Oh my dear

Tell me what to do

Are you near me?

Or are you in my mind?

How can I love?

When no one loves me like you did.